Now I am 20, I got a number 2 in tens place, I am not longer a boy may be, idk
I see ppl at this age doing a lot of things, some are ceos some are starting a startup and some evern earned a alot of money
And on the other hand there are some other ppl, who are working hard as a labourers trying hard to earn money to feed themselves and their parents working in construction sites, shops, delivery guys etc
And what I have done till now,
Have done something I am sure because I am alive I should be done some or the other thing but judging them and thinking if they r worthy enough to mention is also wrong, because it is nothing to somebody and it is a crazy thing to others
But my mind always in a mode of “not enough”,”that is nothing”, “what is there in it,any one can do that”
But idk if it is actually what I think is right or wrong
I love art,being creative,creating something,making new things, mixing existing things and creating something wonderfull.
And it is the only thing I should be caring about
I will create whatever I love creating and don't care about what ppl will think as I am writing here and not caring about it
Also my 20’s first day is so bad i have a IA on that day that is also 2 ia’s in one day and 2 more on next day